Ashley:
"And I couldn't feed my baby. So my anxiety increased and then I started having these thoughts. I'd go on a walk near a lodge and I start having these thoughts about, well, what if the strolling went down or I'd have these thoughts about just these, these intrusive thoughts? And I was afraid if I told anyone about any of these thoughts, I'd have them take my baby away. "
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q-uewpeuSYk